Oh good god!

“By far the most common craving of pregnant women is not to be pregnant.” 

                                       ~Phyllis Diller

 

Now this, and I do feel awful for saying this, but at times – is true. Well for me at least.

I love my unborn daughter with all my heart, and would give anything to ensure her safety but my god the 3rd trimester DRAAAGS!!

My morning sickness has lasted all the way through! I had Midwifes and nurses saying “oh dont worry it will all calm down soon” and before I hit the 20 week mark, I still believed them, but by 24 weeks I just wanted to empty my full-to-the-brim sick bowl over their damn heads! I didnt think it was possible to feel so uncomfotable/heavy/fit-to-burst, and im only 31 Weeks!! Trying to find a position to sit and chill, only to get a foot under my ribs or a hand tickling my pelvis bone (which is so painfull sometimes, as I am also blessed with Symphis Pubis Dysfunction!!

I love feeling you move and have a good wriggle but please stop using mummys’ bladder as a punching bag!

Oh!! The mood swings. My POOR fiance!!

Im turning into the devil! Honest to god!!

We were supposed to go to the cinema yesterday. We got to the corner around from the busstop and saw it pull away without us. I then raged like the lass from the exorcist, (full 360 head turn and everything,) burst into tears screaming “WHATS THE F***ING POINT?!!?!” as i swiftly turned on my heels and stomped home, all the while Craig was stood in the middle of the pavement wondering why Satan had just briefly taken over his partner!

I know as soon as I hold my baby girl in my arms for the first time I will forget all the pain and nausea, but for now, I write this as a reminder to myself!! My dream in life was to be a mum….but Craig can have the next one if he wants it so bad haha!!!

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